I’m drowning in my own soul.
I feel so sad. and i cant stop crying i just want to feel like i belong somewhere and that i am loved. i want to matter to someone or some group. and i want to feel like if i died someone would care. im a poor excuse of an exsistence and im sick of this stupid cover up and pretending to be happy when inside i am so so broken and so empty. i just want scream as loud as i can, and cry as loud as i can because this pain is too much. my soul feels like its eating itself up and i cant handle this anyone. life is a blur and i want to be dead. i cant do this. i just need someone to give a shit for once and tell me things will be ok
im sick of keeping this to myself, and trying to be strong i need to cry and release but no one wants to listen.. i just need a friend, i need help
Spanish illustrator Fernando Vincente gave a whole new meaning to the phrase, ‘seeing the world with a different eye’ by painting various images over existing cartographs and maps. He is creating animals, humans and objects out of the shape of different countries on the map. ‘When I paint I like to do on printed materials, is a way to unite my passion for topics such as anatomy, mechanics and my hobby for collecting posters, maps, atlas geographic and geographical anatomy with my work’, he states. Vincente collected his unusual canvases on flea markets in Madrid (called ‘Rastro’), in shops and antique fairs. With his series he aims to create something new and unexpected out of the common shapes.
I just feel so alone.. like nobody can help me
I hate this feeling, i feel so far away and so out of tune with the world
there is just this huge hole in my heart that I cant fill, no matter how much i try to make myself busy
I don’t want to be here anymore, i am so worthless and small.
I dont know who to talk to because nobody cares or wants to listen,
I feel sad because i cannot cry to anyone and tell them how i feel openly about myself, and just how much pressure it is living, under the weight of all the lives i am not living. I dont know what to do with my life i feel stuck in this hole, I just cant handle this anymore, I cant move!! i cant breathe i cant smile
I cant do anything, and who am i kidding that i am smart or that i will become a doctor one day, i cant even fix myself, how will i fix others, how will any patient trust me with their lives.
lets just face it. i have no talent and I am a nobody angelina
…I want to feel happy and free, i just want someone to care about me
anyone. And this just makes me even more upset the fact that i am talking to myself .. why am i so unhappy.. why